Kata holos

The word “catholic” conjures in each of us a unique and personal mental image. Whether positive or negative, it carries much baggage. Personally, I hope to never stop challenging my own biases and assumptions of what it means to be Catholic.

This ongoing challenge of metanoia, or repentence, is our baptismal calling. Metanoia means change in one’s way of life resulting from penitence or spiritual conversion. It rings in the ear of each and every Christian.

As a method of practicing metanoia, I rather contemplate the origin of the word “catholic” which is a construction of two Greek words: “Kata” and “holos,” which literally means “according to the whole.”

This brings me to the next question: How am I to understand and live a “Catholic” spirituality that is “according to the whole?” This does not come from a book, or a human teacher.

The first order is to recognize the primacy of my own conscience which stands above the authority of any man; religious or political.

For the Church teaches that no one is to subordinate their conscience to human authority.  Because it is precisely the conscience which upholds [human] dignity:  “A human being must always obey the certain judgment of his conscience” (CCC1433, 1800).

Our conscience is our most secret core and sanctuary where we are alone with God whose voice echoes in our depths. In this conscience the person “made in the image and likeness of God,” may faithfully reflect its model which is both Wisdom and eternal law (CCC 1143, 1795). 

Have you ever wondered where our consciences come from, …Or the soul for that matter. Is it a movement of the intellect, or one’s soul, …or both?

We are gifted with conscience by the Holy Spirit.

When we remain open to the Holy Spirit operative in our lives, we encounter the Word of God and it changes us. “When a person is touched by the Word, obedience is born, that is listening, which changes life.” (John Paul II).

There are several ways I construct an image of “wholeness.” I am sure there may be more, so you feel free to share them in the comments:

  • Our Individual wholeness: intellectual, emotional, spiritual, physically (body and soul), as one
  • The family unit
  • “Totus Christus” ( the total Christ: Head and Body) Christ as Head and all baptized as the Body of Christ, or The People of God as Church.
  • All that exist: Creator and creation


We can see this clearly , the context of wholeness of the individual but also the corporate body and its form of governance, in the Acts of the Apostles chapters 6 thru 8. It is one of many biblical models that further illustrate an individual and corporate spirituality “according to the whole.”

As the early Christian Church increased in numbers, there was an inequality, or injustice amongst its members. The Apostles acted in accordance with the whole community. They did not ignore but listened to their murmurings with compassion and respect. The whole community participated in its solution to a real problem that if left unattended would have likely split the Church. The Apostles approved what the community offered and appointed seven deacons to restore and maintain justice. And not only was the community pleased:  

“the word of God increased; and the number of the disciples multiplied greatly in Jerusalem, and a great many of the priests were obedient to the faith.” (Acts 6:7 RSVCE).

This past week, I found this 1965 papal decree by Pope Pius VI, and consider it relevant

“Superiors, as those who are to give an account of the souls entrusted to them (Heb. 13:17), should fulfill their office in a way responsive to God’s will. They should exercise their authority out of a spirit of service to the brethren, expressing in this way the love with which God loves their subjects. They should govern these as sons of God, respecting their human dignity. In this way they make it easier for them to subordinate their wills. They should be particularly careful to respect their subjects’ liberty in the matters of sacramental confession and the direction of conscience. Subjects should be brought to the point where they will cooperate with an active and responsible obedience in undertaking new tasks and in carrying those already undertaken. And so superiors should gladly listen to their subjects and foster harmony among them for the good of the community and the Church, provided that thereby their own authority to decide and command what has to be done is not harmed (Perfectae Caritatis 14)”

Two of the first seven deacons that were appointed: Stephen and Phillip are each given a narrative which gives all including servant leaders a model to follow.

Stephen, speaking with Wisdom and Spirit, doing great work in grace and power was brought into dispute with a select group of religious authorities. They seized him and set up false witness against him. His response was to courageously speak the gospel truth to the authority of his day. He not only upheld his dignity and conscience, he paid the price with his life.

Then Phillip, leaves Jerusalem and begins preaching Christ to the Samaritans who were a people considered foreign to the Jews of Jerusalem. He likely was on the receiving end of a lot of pressure from all sides. The gifts of the Spirit was his strength and guide. In the end, Phillip’s ministry brought great joy and conversion to the people who had never received the Word of God. Even the Apostles from Jerusalem had to come see for themselves. Phillip was then told to go south of Jerusalem on the route to Gaza where he encountered the Ethiopian Eunuch hungry for understanding of Scripture. Phillip catechized and baptized.  Later in Acts 21, Paul meets up in Phillip’s home along the Mediterranean coast where reference is made about Phillip’s four daughters who are considered prophets.

In closing, Our command to living a Spirituality “according to the whole,” is to love God above all things and love our neighbor as ourselves.

When we live in accordance, we will still find suffering and grief in our lives but also find that Abba is a life giver,… never a destroyer.

Therefore, anything which gives life “according to the whole,” is catholic spirituality. We hear this echoed by Paul in 1 Corinthians 12:26

“If one member suffers, all suffer together; if one member is honored, all rejoice together.”

Of course we fail this at times which requires an ongoing formation and examination of our conscience regarding any behaviors that debase or destroy this “wholeness.”

When we do this well, we effect personal and community conversion, …a metanoia.

Feel free to comment on your take…

To keep and to let go

The featured image is a personal reflection that I wrote to my parents on their 50th wedding anniversary. I have five siblings, and we each wrote our own reflection and gave it to them as our gift of gratitude. As you read further, you will understand why I have chosen to share it in my blog.

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One evening, a few weeks ago, I received an anonymous phone call from a young man who said that he needed to talk to a priest or deacon and had found my number on a website. I asked him how I could help.

He shared that he was raised in another part of the state and had grown up with parents who felt free to walk around the house nude and that he would sometimes see them go beyond that. And now, as a young man, he is struggling with these “feelings.”   As he continued, he began to unravel and reveal his struggles with sexuality, shame, isolation, and fear of rejection.

I spoke with him over two phone conversations. I offered him several thoughts to consider. First, as Christians, we hold faith that we are created in original holiness, in the image and likeness of our Creator, who is Love. This is our core identity, and that we are to love ourselves as God loves us into being. This is not easy for anyone. Even in the biblical story of the first man and first woman, their first response to sin was to hide in shame.

This is often what we do: we see ourselves as something less than who we are and then fail to uphold this confidence of original holiness. And it is made worse when others project their own shadow onto our being or when we do it to others. 

I was limited in how much I could help this young man, so I encouraged him to become aware of his internal thoughts of self-condemnation and work towards a language of love and self-acceptance. And to join a church community near his home (without expectation of others) and (in time) make an inquiry with the pastor for more guidance.

As he shared his childhood upbringing, I could not help but recall my own reflection about parents.  Simply, that none of us get to choose our parents. It is God’s gift. This idea of a gift is not a sentimental thought. None of our parents were perfect in themselves or their parenting of us. And as parents ourselves, none of us are either. It is a recognition that regardless of who our parents were to us: they were our example of how to live and how “not” to live.

As we move from childhood to maturity, we are to discern what good of our parents we are to carry forward in our lives and what “not” good to leave behind (in forgiveness). I hope that my own children do no less for themselves in regards to their mother and me.

When we fail to do this, we carry forward that which was harmful and then onto our own children and spouse. Maybe that is what is considered a generational sin. It is certainly a cause of sickness in our human society and relationships.

We are not bound to the trauma of our past. If we strive beyond the unthinking routine of our behavior to make deliberate choices of human good: we break the cycle. It is hard and sometimes painful work. It is also, I believe, the road less traveled.

I feel acceptable in sharing this story primarily because the person to whom I spoke never identified himself to me. I have no idea who this person is and besides, I simply choose not to judge him.  What he is struggling with within his life is no different than what most everyone struggles with.

I’d like to close with a passage from Sirach 15:14-20.

It was he who created man in the beginning, and he left him in the power of his own inclination. If you will, you can keep the commandments, and to act faithfully is a matter of your own choice. He has placed before you fire and water: stretch out your hand for whichever you wish. 

Before a man are life and death, and whichever he chooses will be given to him. For great is the wisdom of the Lord; he is mighty in power and sees everything; his eyes are on those who fear him, and he knows every deed of man. He has not commanded any one to be ungodly, and he has not given any one permission to sin. 

Through God’s Love, we have a conscience and free will to participate in that divine relationship with God. It is another gift by which we come to know that we are loved.

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